Every morning since the news...

I have been waking up depressed. Literally every night I dream about the days before or some miracle that saved us. Once again logic tells me that we can't be, but since when has my heart cared? You tell me I look happy. I can only say I'm a good student.

What Is It?

I want to give it my all, I really do.
So what would you call it then? Fear, jealousy, insecurity, uncertainty, romance, experience, history, maturity, childishness?

Even though I know, emotions always prevail. You've never known me as clever so it's no wonder my heart always wins.

Forgive but never forget.


This is the last thing I wanted from you. I thought I could leave it all behind but I guess I'm still under the influence.

Never Have I Ever...

...been this torn.

Note to Self

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Start of Something New

September 26, 2011
Remember this day, and see what happens.

October 23, 2011
Done.

November 27, 2011
The smile makes it all the more difficult.

February 29, 2012
Renewed false hope & renewed disappointment.

Benefit of the Doubt

I'll give it to them.

I Need an Outlet

A real one. These just won't do anymore.